There are only so many podcasts a person can watch. Religious people will say that you just need to read the Bible and pray more. Meditation teachers will say that you just need to meditate more. Gym people will say that you just need to lift weights more. There are only so many things a person can do to distract themselves. Inevitably, the pain always finds it's way back. I am a total failure. A complete and utter failure. I went back to school and got a Master's degree to close a gap on my resume, and got myself back in to my career field. Then the pandemic came along and put another gigantic gap right back on my resume. I failed to close that gap in enough time to save my relationship. I could have gone to work part time at McDonald's or Disneyland, instead I spent 3-4 years building a YouTube channel under the assumption that the channel would pay out significantly more over time. But it never happened. My ex-girlfriend tried to talk to me about her Grandma's house...
"TEMPORARY feat SKYLAR GREY" by EMINEM | RAP & HIP-HOP | DETROIT, MI
A lot of people ask me Am I afraid of death? The truth is, I think what scares me the most Is not being able to say all the things I wanna say to you when I'm no longer here So this song is for Hailie, for when that day comes
Where's Hailie? Where's she at? This ain't Hailie Who is it? It's a monster (Ahh)
I've been waiting all night for the sunrise To take away the dark sky You're the dad monster and them are the baby monsters and I'm the mom monster (Oh) All it takes is a new day sometimes To get me in a better state of mind Give me a kiss, monster, give me a kiss Love you (I love you)
If I could just fall asleep I'd be lost in a dream But right now, it's misery And I just have to remember
That when a heart breaks, it ain't broken forever The pieces will grow back together And in time, I'll be fine The tears are temporary
Yeah, so Hailie Jade, I wrote you this song To help you cope with life now that I'm gone How should I start? Just wanna say Look after Alaina, Stevie, and Uncle Nate And, sweetie, be strong, I know I was your rock And I still am, saying goodbye is just not Ever easy, but why you crying? Just stop Hailie, baby, dry your eye, this is not Forever
That when a heart breaks, it ain't broken forever The pieces will grow back together And in time, I'll be fine The tears are temporary
Daddy (Ooh) What? (Ooh) When, I used to have this when I was a little kid (Ooh) Baby, are you okay?(Ooh)
Yeah, and you will get over me and move on You can play me on repeat on a song But don't you dare shed a tear, what'd I tell you? "Straighten up, little soldier," them times when I held you Jade, it'll be okay, baby, I'm here, hey I'm watching you right now, baby girl, I vow I will protect you, your guardian angel As hard as this may feel, us parting is painful And, darling, the rain will, drive you insane, still You will remain strong, Hailie, just hang on It won't be too long, I need you to move on And remember, it will get better 'Cause time heals and when a
When a heart breaks, it ain't broken forever The pieces will grow back together And in time, I'll be fine The tears are temporary
The bad days will start to get better Then we'll be laughin' together And tonight, when I cry The tears are temporary
I know this big girl (Ooh) And she's really pretty (Ooh) You know what her name is? Hailie (Ooh) Hailie, how did you know? (Ooh)
Yeah, and if there's days where you wanna just lock yourself in your room and cry Just think about how when you were little, how you and I Back and forth to the studio, we used to drive You strapped in the backseat 'cause you were my Little sidekick, yeah, sweetie, I know this hurts Bean, I'm wishing your pain away Remember this, Hailie Jade There's gonna be rainy days I promise you'll get through 'em and make it regardless Fuck it, Jade, I'll be honest I knew that you was gonna take this the hardest Sweetie, get up, I know that this is breaking your heart, it's The hardest thing I've ever wrote (Daddy) Hailie, sweetheart, it's okay for you to let me go Baby, I promise you that when a
When a heart breaks, it ain't broken forever The pieces will grow back together And in time, I'll be fine The tears are temporary
The bad days will start to get better Then we'll be laughin' together And tonight when I cry The tears are temporary
What's your favorite song? (Ooh) My favorite song (Ooh) Mine and your favorite song, but I like this part It's your favorite part, Dad (Ooh)
