"REST OF MY LIFE" by LESS THAN JAKE
A day after posting about not wanting to listen to emo music anymore and here I am sharing this. Although, I'm not going to play it on repeat while doing drugs and crying alone, like I used to. My last relationship wasn't perfect, but it was really great in a lot of ways. What relationship ever is "perfect?" Perfection doesn't exist in nature. I had my concerns, as did she. But ultimately we were supportive of each other and made each other feel loved. However, I could have done a lot more to make her feel as loved as she made me feel. Particularly so during the last year or two of our relationship. At times, I had eyes outside of the relationship, but I was largely just looking for a distraction from my own pain. My lack of affection and care towards her wasn't because of her. It was because of my lack of ability to get myself back on my own two feet financially, following the destruction of my career-plans due to Joe Biden's plan-demic. When you're a...
