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HOW "DEAD WEIGHT FALLS AND IT SETS YOU FREE"

Q: I had been out of work in my industry since Feb 2020. I spent the entire time sending out resumes to countless job postings. I would often send my resume out to 200+ job listings and not even receive a single interview. During the entire period, I probably had 3-4 real legitimate interviews. In one of them the guy interviewing me was some schmuck who I replaced in a prior job that I was eventually let go from due to internal politics and bullshit outside of my abilities. So this guy basically already had a bad opinion about me, and I knew I wasn't going to get that job.  I've felt essentially blacklisted from my industry despite the fact that I never once got written up or reprimanded in my previous position at Apple. However, when I applied to go back, I was not re-hired. It pissed me the fuck off because I had recruited a guy from my master's program out of the kindness of my heart to help someone else out, and all he did was bring negative stories about me and gossip ...

"BROKEN (ACOUSTIC)" by JIM LINDBERG

Another acoustic jam from Jim Lindberg. This one is one of my favorite songs from the album that introduced me to the band years ago, Full Circle.


Lyrics:

"Been stuck on the outside since I can't remember when
Got up just long enough for them to beat me down again
They crawl inside my mind, hoping there to find
Ways to be fucking with my head
They'll never get the best of me
I'm fighting back until I'm dead

'Cause I've been used
Been abused, I've been bruised, I've been broken
And I'm backed up against the wall
But my will to survive can't be stolen
And you can't make me fall

Half-wits and dim pundits try to ruin my good name
Parents and therapists tell me I'm the one to blame
They say 'take it like a man' but I can't understand
Why they won't leave me alone
Best friends and enemies, think I'd do better on my own

'Cause I've been used
Been abused, I've been bruised, I've been broken
And I'm backed up against the wall
But my will to survive can't be stolen
And you can't make me fall

When I think I can't go on just want to stay home in my bed
The problems of this fucked up world seem to be kept up in my head
I take a look around there's nowhere to be found
Somewhere to justify my life
I guess I'll try to keep on trying someday I'll get it right

'Cause I've been used
Been abused, I've been bruised, I've been broken
And I'm backed up against the wall
But my will to survive can't be stolen
And you can't make me fall

You can't make me fall
Can't make me fall"

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