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WHY I FEEL LIKE A COMPLETE FAILURE

There are only so many podcasts a person can watch. Religious people will say that you just need to read the Bible and pray more. Meditation teachers will say that you just need to meditate more. Gym people will say that you just need to lift weights more. There are only so many things a person can do to distract themselves. Inevitably, the pain always finds it's way back.  I am a total failure. A complete and utter failure. I went back to school and got a Master's degree to close a gap on my resume, and got myself back in to my career field. Then the pandemic came along and put another gigantic gap right back on my resume. I failed to close that gap in enough time to save my relationship. I could have gone to work part time at McDonald's or Disneyland, instead I spent 3-4 years building a YouTube channel under the assumption that the channel would pay out significantly more over time. But it never happened. My ex-girlfriend tried to talk to me about her Grandma's house...

"SINCE YOU'VE BEEN GONE" performed by A DAY TO REMEMBER

Sometimes tragedy is a blessing in disguise.

What would you say if a woman left you after 7.5 years together? 

And then what would you say if after that woman left, you received an amazing job offer making nearly double the amount you made at your last job prior to the pandemic? 

What if America finally united and got rid of a piece of shit president who rigged an election and put the whole world under lock & key and subjected to a lab-created virus in order to gain control of office?

What if the crypto market started pumping Bitcoin and your portfolio to a new All-Time high just a month or two later?

What if all your hard work you put in for two years building a YouTube channel was also finally starting to pay off?

You would laugh and say "Good fucking riddance!"

When one door closes, another one opens.

Every time I've been fired from a job, I end up finding a better one.

Every time a woman left me, I end up finding a better relationship.

Embrace the cocoon, young butterfly. 

"There is no more to fear in death than in the changing of the seasons. If you keep this in your heart, you will become a truly great leader." - Watership Down by Richard Adams

Fellas, never let a woman pressure you in to having children or starting a family before you yourself are ready. Women decide when sex happens. Men decide when a relationship or marraige happens. 

The power is yours. 🤘