Sheniqua privelidge. Let me get this straight... if you or I so much as use a ten minute break at a night shift job to take a walk so we can go cry in a corner of a dark neighboring parking lot because we're depressed, lonely, and being bullied by coworkers, we end up having a Sheriff vehicle shadowing us home. If you or I so much as send someone a text letting them know we're not happy about something bullshit and disrespectful they did, we notice a police cruiser sitting in the nearby school parking lot later that day. If you or I post on social media stating something as simple as we cried today, an officer shows up to do a bullshit "wellness check" because some retard somewhere complained as a way to abuse you. But this fucking asinine bitch can get all up in everyone's face making threats, telling them to "go back to Mexico," screaming at police offers, kicking trash all over the street... and absolutely nothing fucking happens to her. She isn't...
"GOOD THINGS GO" by LINKIN PARK | NU METAL | AGOURA HILLS, CA
A hundred days? Pffft... try 1,825.
And counting...
No, this isn't an "I miss my ex" post. I don't miss anyone. You know who you are. Stop checking in on me. Nothing remains for you where you left it. It's gone.
Still a great fucking song though. These last five years have been a grind but there's a light finally showing at the end of the tunnel.
And it sure as fuck has very little to do with this website.
Feels like it's rained in my head for a hundred days (Feels like it's rained in my head for a hundred days) Stare in the mirror and I look for another face (Stare in the mirror and I look for another face) And I get so tired of puttin' out fires and makin' up lies Checkin' my eyes for some kinda light, but nothing's inside And it feels like it's rained in my head for a hundred days
And I say I hate you when I don't Push you when you get too close It's hard to laugh when I'm the joke But I can't do this on my- Only you can save me from my lack of self-control Sometimes bad things take the place where good things go
I've asked for forgiveness a hundred times (I've asked for forgiveness a hundred times) Believed it myself when I halfway apologized (Believed it myself when I halfway apologized) And it's not unfair, I'm asking for prayers, but nobody cares Going nowhere like falling downstairs while everyone stares No one's there when I've asked for forgiveness a hundred times
And I say I hate you when I don't Push you when you get too close It's hard to laugh when I'm the joke But I can't do this on my- Only you can save me from my lack of self-control Sometimes bad things take the place where good things go
No, I'm just takin' a shot Ah, maybe I'm just too eager Oh, maybe I lost the plot Ha, I used to pity some people I said they were missing a spine Yeah, maybe the problem is ego Maybe the, maybe the problem is mine Really, I'm fine
Don't get too intimate, don't get too curious This is just feeling like it's not that serious Stare at the ceiling, feeling delirious Fuck all your empathy, I want your fury 'cause I will just Tell you I'm better then, better then Spit out my medicine, medicine, ay Drunk on adrenaline, -drenaline, ay And I don't know why I
Say I hate you when I don't Push you when you get too close It's hard to laugh when I'm the joke But I can't do this on my- Only you can save me from my lack of self-control And I won't make excuses for the pain I caused us both So thank you for always standing by me even though Sometimes bad things take the place where good things go
